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Songs of Absence

by Sam Mullooly

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1.
A Dream 03:39
I once had a dream It looked quite like this But everything was bigger And I still had a choice There’s no one to see And nowhere to go The room is getting smaller And I have lost my voice All I want All I want Is to breathe again I once had a dream Or maybe it was real Everything I’ve come to love Has moved away once more Stillness disguised as pain But now it’s ours to share Perhaps a tiny blessing That I’ve been here before Is it time Is it time To break this chain, my friends The clocks have stopped The clocks have stopped again The time is now For time to find an end I once had a dream Perhaps I’m in it now That all the things I thought I knew Turned out to be pretend Absence isn’t known Until presence disappears One more thing to never take for granted again All I want All I want is some time to spend
2.
If my words could move a mountain Would you follow where it goes? Is it only then that I Find a sense of self-repose? How can I describe All I want for us to know? I only hope you understand When it comes time for me to go. If my thoughts could form an ocean Would you stand upon the shore? Gaze into the water clear So to feel your pain no more. Or will you keep walking on? Will you leave me be In all your guile? Oh, Emilie Come back to me I need to see you smile. To find my better self If only for myself. If my heart was all that I had Would you still be next to me? When I can no longer speak Will my soul still set you free? Do not speak a word It’s your presence I adore For it is only when I’m gone That my silence gives you pain no more.
3.
My Serenity 06:21
If I died today What would be my reward? Being dealt the cards Of lesser health and shorter time How could I afford To make an enemy Or be ignored? If there is a God Then why are we so scared? Maybe it’s because we’re never sure For there’s an inclination That he isn’t there And we are unprepared To face our certainty There’s never been a cure Throughout eternity What will I become When nature has its way? Was I even real Did I exist or was this body Made to obey Aimless thoughts until decay? Or must we believe There’s something we cannot see That we are not A waste of space and energy When my serenity is hard to find It’s my sadness of leaving you behind That quells my mind In reality I’m hurting less than you I won’t feel a thing But you will curse the skies And have to see it through Be here while we’re alive We won’t possibly survive But maybe that won’t matter Since I’m only 25 Could it be our tears That make us what we become Our longing to be together Is proof that we aren’t numb Does my serenity come from above? Is it the answer we’ve been dreaming of? God is love If I died today Would I have done enough? Let my essence live But given all your busy lives I understand it will be tough Be here while we’re alive We won’t possibly survive But maybe that won’t matter And someday we’ll be revived
4.
Time To Go 03:47
Is it time to go yet? Who’s to say when we grow when we stay I don’t know Is it time to forget All the prayers I have prayed Or what I ate yesterday? Show me the way I’m scared to say that things were better then Where can I find some peace of mind and start it all again? It was nice to meet you Thanks for letting me in for how long it has been Will this farewell make do? I’ve run out of advice Not a thing will suffice Days go by endlessly fly away from our memory Carry and climb Father time what have you done to me? Am I being called now? Have I learned enough now? Do I say goodbye now? Windows from walls will open and call the fortunate to attend What’s there to fear if everyone here just wants to find a friend? I’ll be there in the end For I have found a friend Is it time to go then?

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SM008

This EP from Sam Mullooly was inspired by their favorite poet William Blake’s Songs of Innocence and Experience. Absence and parting are themes in each of the introspective and minimal pieces.

Sam's music features soft, swelling piano and their own winter-warm vocals singing lyrics that willingly and intimately share feelings we can all relate to.

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released January 22, 2021

All songs written, performed and recorded by Sam M
All songs mixed and mastered by Aidan K
Album art photo by John S

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